It’s hard for me to grasp that I’m writing this again just 6 months later. I shared back in October that we had lost our baby to miscarriage.
At the end of April, we found out we were once again expecting.
Over two weeks ago, we had our first ultrasound for this new pregnancy. I had already had several HCG levels and all look well. During that ultrasound, we saw the baby’s little heart flickering away and we started to hope that we’d be holding our new baby in December. This past Thursday, we returned for a follow-up ultrasound and discovered the heart was no longer beating.
The grief this time is overwhelming for both of us…so many questions and so few answers. For now we’re putting one foot in front of the other.
My D&C is scheduled for early Monday morning.
All I can ask is for your prayers for healing for our broken hearts.